from Scarlets page

*Life is about falling, living is about getting back up.*

*It's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you're not.*

*Everything I am not, made me everything I am*

*Stand up for what is right, even if you're standing alone.*

Pain shared is pain lessened
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I feel like i just found out my favorite love song was written about a sandwich.

to draw you must close your eyes and sing.
~Picasso

Never regret anything in life because at one time it was exactly what you wanted.

All those scars on her arms. Dont worry, she says they are little notes to remind her how many times you broke her heart.

Scars are stories written on the body

the marks on her arms will dry.. but they will haunt for eternity

Im not stalking you, im getting to know you without you knowing.

Note to self: its illegal to stab people for being stupid

Her favorite song will say more about her than her mouth ever will

Love is the slowest form of suicide

life is not the amount of breaths you take but its the moments that take your breath away

Sometimes you just need to be with the person who makes you smile even if it means waiting.

A true friend is the one who will come when your world turned upside down.

I need you not because you are more than a lover, you are my best friend whom I trust. My heart could never belong to another. I love you.

1:Whats this?

2: its a baby play area!

1: no! its a baby cage!

God was not multi-tasking when he made you

don't let other people's eyes make you hate yourself.
~RandiLee

Keep your friends close and your close friends closer and when strangers pass you on the street, curse at them under your breath.
~EthanSuplee

If you want something, you should go out and get it.

If you have a dream, you should chase it until you get it, no matter what.

~a wonderment of impure thoughts

Chris Reetz is lost in the low reception hell that is albertsons. if you get this just know that night was special(you know who you are(not dudes or family members)) ...this is clearly where dreams go to die.

"the moment we stop fighting for ourselves is the moment we lose our humanity"
2012

''What my heart wants is not necessarily what my heart can have''

@llcoolj

Love knows no limit 2 its endurance,no end 2 its trust,no fading of its hope it can outlast anything. Love stands when all else has fallen

"I think that if you lifted my heart to your ear you would hear the ocean"
Practical Magic

@zaellen

Just want to revisit my belief that "I am fairly certain that given a cape and a nice tiara, I could save the world."

@llcoolj

The mind is its own place, and in itself, can make heaven of Hell, and a hell of Heaven.

@EthanSuplee

I often try to trick myself into not sweating by putting on a sweatshirt. It's my own version of reverse child psychology.

Cruelty, like charity, begins at home

"Hearts will never be practical until they can be made breakable"
Wizard of Oz

It Only Hurts by Default

"It Only Hurts"

Can hold my breath only for a little while 'til reality starts sinking in
once again i'm settling for second best turn the pages skip to the end
to where i swore that i would try since the last time i crossed that line in the back of my mind i know

it only hurts when your eyes are open lies get tossed and truth is spoken it only hurts when that door
gets open dreams are lost and hearts are broken

miles away promise from a burning bed two worlds should never collide
one word would end it if you ever heard tear the page out that reminds me
when i swore that i'd be strong now the next time has come and gone well maybe i'm wrong i know

it only hurts when your eyes are open lies get tossed and truth is spoken it only hurts when that door
gets open dreams are lost and hearts are broken

i know what your feeling it's hard to believe in someone, someone who's not there
i know that your waiting 'cause love is worth saving but only for so long, so long, so long

i swore that i would try since the last time, the last time

it only hurts when your eyes are open lies get tossed and truth is spoken it only hurts when that door
gets open dreams are lost and hearts are broken

it only hurts when your eyes are open lies get tossed and truth is spoken it only hurts when that door
gets open dreams are lost and hearts are broken

"I wonder how many great moments are lost/ruined by our worry over how brief they might be."

Love and Desire are not the same thing


Those who hate must have once loved very deep

By Camille

I want to...

Lose myself in the music.
Live a different day.
Go inside my head and never return.
Meet someone that completely changes my life.
Make an impact in someone else's life.
Stand on top of a talk mountain and look out on the world.
Stay up talking to someone until the sun comes up.
Be close to someone.
Love someone.
Care about someone.
Have someone be close to me, love me, and care about me.
Be free of my past.
Have a future.
Feel pretty.
Feel skinny.
Feel safe.

Tonight I was babysitting. I have been pretty upset about my recent break up with my ex byfriend. When the girl I was babysitting asked me why I looked so sad, I told her that I had just gone through a tough break up. She nodded and left the room. When she returned, she was holding The Sims video game and said "Let's kill him!" Made my night. MLIA

Mlia

he other night, I was walking to my apartment after my night class. As I was waiting to cross a road, a car stopped at the light. All four doors opened and 3 guys and a girl got out to run around the car screaming, "Chinese fire drill!" I got excited and joined in running around the car. After a minute or so, one of the guys yelled, "Everybody in!" Somehow, I ended up behind the wheel. The light turned green, so I turned and drove down the road to my apartment building. I stopped, turned off the car, thanked them for the ride, got out and started running up to my building. While I was running, I heard one of the guys ask, "Who the hell was that?" This was easily the proudest I've been of myself in 4 years at college. MLIA

MLIA

Today, I saw a commercial for the Snuggie. I thought it was stupid idea but I couldn't change the channel because I was under a blanket and I didn't want my arms to get cold. MLIA

All those times I was breaking my heart over her... she was breaking
hers...over you

~John, Little Dorrit

"To be nobody but yourself in a world that's doing its best to make
you somebody else, is to fight the hardest battle you are ever going to
fight. Never stop fighting." - e.e. cummings

Dedication takes a lifetime and dreams only last for the night
~Stay Awake, All Time Low

(704) : "Tonight I'm turning swine flu into an std this might be how zombies come about. Peace civilization."

everything i needed to know i learned in a shopping mall, don't wander off, know who you are,know where you came from,never let go of your mothers hand, whenever you get lost stand there and wait for someone to find you, and someone will always look fo...r you because someone will always miss you,and when you cry someone will remind you in that soft lullaby voice that sometimes silence is the loudest kind of noise.
~Kelsey Holmes

They have faded but you still shine bright as the sun
--Samantha

To wish was to hope, and to hope was to expect

~Sense and Sensibility, pg 23

At first sight, his address is certainly not striking; and his person can hardly be called handsome, till the expression of his eyes, which are uncommonly good, and the general sweetness of his countenance, is perceived. At present, I know him so well, that I think him really handsome; or, at least, almost so.
~Sense and Sensibility pg 22

The more I know of the world, the more I am convinced that I shall never see a man whom I can really love. I require so much!
~sense and sensibility, pg 20

Edward Ferrars was not recommended to their good opinion by any peculiar graces of person or address. He was not handsome, and his manners required intimacy to make them pleasing. He was too diffident to do justice to himself; but when his natural shyness was overcome, his behavior gave every indication of an open affectionate heart.
~Sense and Sensibility, pg 17

Its not nice when girls die
~pg 1

Yesterdays dirt and mistakes have moved through me. I'm shiny and pink inside, clean. Empty is good. Empty is strong.
~pg 7

They branded their war on this skin-bag of a girl.
~pg 9

he wiped me off the face of her existance.
~pg 11

I can't stop, but I can't keep going
~pg 98

We held hands when we walked down the gingerbread path into the forest, blood dripping from our fingers. We danced with witches and kissed monsters. We turned us into wintergirls, and when she tried to leave, I pulled her back into the snow because I was afraid to be alone.
~pg 99

I kept thinking that if I could just unzip my skin, step out of this body, then I would see who I really am.
~pg 117

Cutting pain was a different flavor of hurt. It made it easier not to think about having my body and my family and my life stolen, made it easier not to care...
~pg 166

The merry-go-round is spinning too fast. I want to get off. I want to close my eyes, or just blink. I want to choose what I see and what I don't see.
~pg 196

The dead do walk and haunt and crawl into your bed at night. Ghosts sneak into your head when youre not looking. Stars line up and volcanoes birth out bits of glass that foretell the future. Poison berries make girls stronger, but sometimes kill them. If you howl at the moon and swear on your blood, anything you desire will be yours. Be careful what you wish for. There's always a catch
~pg 253

Wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson

She can't help thinking that almost any other reaction would be
preferable, and that it is her own fault that when he looks at her he
doesn't just see a girl... he sees a cutter.
~Willow, Julia Hoban, pg 270

It is far easier to cut herself, to mutilate herself than to tell him
how she feels
~Willow, Julia Hoban, pg 247

Most of all, she can't believe that she let him get under her skin and
mean so goddamn much to her
~Willow, Julia Hoban ph 217

As much as she would love to have kissed him, she is also somewhat relieved that the guard prevented it from happening. Her heart is beating wildly, both from anticipation of how that kiss would have felt, and from fear. Because now she's the one who's scared, very scared. Not of him, but of herself, or rather, of her feelings for him. ~Willow, Julia Hoban pg 217

I worry that my whole life will be based around what's comfortable and
easy. Ill care too much about what makes me feel good to ever really
reach for anything. And then I worry that even if I do, I won't succeed
~Willow, Julia Hoban pg 216
--Samantha

Even if it all looks good on the surface, I'll know I've failed, and not
at something unimportant like school, but at life.
~Willow, Julia Hoban pg 216

I realized that what people say, the way they react, tells you more
about them than it does anything else. People may think that they are
offering you condolences or whatever you want to call it, but really,
they're letting you see what they're all about.
~Willow, Julia Hoban pg 196

It never ceases to amaze her that even after all her sessions with the
razor, little things still have the power to cause her pain.
~ pg 140, Willow, Julia Hoban

Except the only times she's laughed I the past seven months have been in
his company. When he's with her she's able to forget the lure of the
razor for more than five minutes at a time. And when she talks to him,
she actually feels like she's connecting, not just exchanging words like
she does with everyone else.
~pg 138, Willow, Julia Hoban

"Of course any sharp edge could do in a pinch, and Willow had used them
all: nail scissors, a steak knife, a mans razor- if he doesn't use
safety blades- that's what she'd been carrying when Guy discovered her.
But Willow is a purist. She likes to reserve her cutting implement for
cutting herself alone. She just can't see hacking her flesh with the
same razor she slices her dinner with."
~pg112, Willow, Julia Hoban

"Why is it that people only ask if somebody is alright when its obvious
that they aren't?"
~pg48, Willow, Julia Hoban

"Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to
help you discover who you are."
--Samantha

sometimes when I think about you and what you did to me I want to
scream. but I don't because I can't lose control
~veronicasmalls, twitter

Milly: Really? I'll tell you one thing though. You did not have me the moment that we met because I'm not even sure I like the fact that your staff talked about you behind your back at the dessert table. And excuse me but truth be told I didn't like anything that you ordered for me on our first date except the calamari. And ok fine, yes, it was nice to not have to think for a change. But who wants someone that doesn't think? Look! And sometimes you laugh when I cry, and you say "huh" when I make perfect sense. And never ever in my life have I burnt a chocolate souffle until now, and that in and of itself... oh my god. Should have told me I don't feel like myself around you. And I would have decided that. A long time ago if it weren't for my mother. Because who wants someone who laughs like a hyena in a polka dot dress that my mother made me buy.

Jason : I love that dress.

Milly : Take her out.

~~Because I Said So~~

"Red", I write "is the color of life. It's blood, passion, rage. It's menstrual flow and after birth. Beginnings and violent end. Red is the color of love. Beating hearts and hungry lips. Roses, Valentines, cherries. Red is the color of shame. Crimson cheeks and spilled blood. Broken hearts, opened veins. A burning desire to return to white." Pretty Face by Mary Hogan

There are times when a tree can no longer withstand the pain inflicted on it, and the wind will take pity on that tree and topple it over in a mighty storm. All the other trees who witnessed the evil look down upon the fallen tree with envy. They pray for the day when a wind will end their suffering.

I pray for the day when God will end mine.

"The worst thing you can be is a liar....Okay fine, yes, the worst thing
you can be is a Nazi, but THEN, number two is liar. Nazi 1, Liar 2"
twitter @shitmydadsays

"Women left lonely, get tired of waiting." Eventually we learn to just
rescue ourselves.

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship
consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not
supplementary.

"Laughter is the brush that sweeps away the cobwebs of your heart."

"You don't know me well enough to label me sick or even disturbed" ~
Pink

Yesterdays dirt and mistakes have moved through me. I am shiny and pink
inside, clean. Empty is good. Empty is strong.
~winter girls, laurie halse anderson

"...Wandering the forests of my mind."
~Laurie Halse Anderson

"Trouble creates a capacity to handle it."
~Oliver Wendell Holmes,

You can't spell dynasty without nasty

Music's the only thing that makes sense anymore, man. Play it loud
enough, it keeps the demons at bay.
~Jojo, Across the Universe

''Not even if we were the last people on earth and there was no light''

thats ironic...the word laugh or laughter is in the word slaughter

Every once in a while i relapse and think of you

Its through the ink that my heart beats

I was here and none of you can write that in the spot that i just wrote
it in

2 Year olds speak half english and half god

Do not let a moment go bye that doesnt remind you that your heart beats
900 times a day

"you either die a hero, or you live long enough to see yourself become
the villain" -Harvey from 'The Dark Knight'

I've decided I'm gonna stick around. help you smile when you're down.
Scoot in closer, just to see, how good a friend I can be. I'm stopping
now, no more self pity. I just wish my life wasn't so.

"and maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak"
-james blunt

People can tell if you lie, but the WHY is still your secret.

"Life is messy. Love is messier." - Catch and Release

"I left out the complicated stuff, like how it took losing you forever
for me to truly find you." - Catch and Release

"It breaks my heart just to know you in part & not to be with you where
you are"
~Miley Cyrus

Its sad when you don't want to stay awake but you don't want to go to
sleep because either life makes you miserable

"What lies behind you and what lies in front of you, pales in comparison
to what lies inside of you." ~Emerson

"We create our fate every day we live"
~jon pullium

When the rich wage war its the poor who die
~ hands held high, linkin park

"Vision without action is merely a dream. Action without vision just
passes the time. Vision with action can change the world." --- Joel
Barker: Power of Vision

From Mind Muffins

"Every sixty seconds you spend angry, upset or mad, is a full minute of
happiness you'll never get back. Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive
quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret
anything that made you smile. Life may not be the party we hoped for,
but while we're here we should dance."

I think I'm in love with my radio, because it never lets me down.
~beyonce, radio

I don't hate you I just want to save you while there's still something
left to save.
~savior, rise against

Id rather hurt than feel nothing at all

"You are the light in my world of never ending darkness."
Me (samantha)

''Yes i'll live and get on with some time, but i will not be fine''

If i had a box just for wishes and dreams that had never come true the
box would be empty except for memory of how they were answered by you

I'm having one of those moments where depression eats my soul... not a
good feeling.
~Randi S

There is no refuge from confession but suicide; and suicide is
confession
~daniel webster

In thy breast are the stars of thy fate

Love lodged in a womans breast is but a guest
~ Sir Henry Wotton, a womans heart

Look, how my ring encompasseth thy finger,
Even so thy breast encloseth my poor heart;
Wear both of them, for both of them are thine.

~shakespeare

Better a little chiding than a great deal of heartbreak.

My true-love hath my heart, and I have his,
By just exchange one for the other given:
I hold his dear, and mine he cannot miss,
There never was a better bargain driven.
~ibid. Sonnet

Word are teeth. And they eat me alive. Feed on my corpse instead.
David, what happend to cass mcbride

I woke up on the side of the highway to the ppl in orange jump-suits
cleaning to community service. Not sure which freaked them out more...
Finding a dead body or me not being dead.
~tfln

Grandpa Lou : In my days, all we did was throw rocks at each other. Big
bag of dirt clods- that's what the kids want.
~rugrats movie

"Where passion dominates, that does not signify the presence of greater desire and ambition, but rather the misdirection of these qualities toward an isolated and false goal, with a consequent tension and sultriness in the atmosphere." - Winston Hewitt

"In your honor, I would die tonight. For you to feel alive." - Foo
Fighters

You are possibility and promise, hope and healing, daydreams, favorite
books and favorite songs. You are the people that you love and the
people who love you. You are hope and change and things worth fighting
for. This is all your story and your story isn't over.

you see this heart wont settle down. its like a child running scared
from a cloud. cause youre so hypnotizing, youve got me laughing while i
sing, youve got my smiling in my sleep. ♥

Figuring things out for yourself is practically the only freedom anyone
really has nowadays. Use that freedom.
~Jean Rasczak, Starship Troopers

(918): Five things that make you perfect. Go.
(1-918): The skin of a dead hooker. The blood of the innocent. The soul
of a kitten. The hat from cat in the hat. And sunglasses.

(402): meow
(1-402): WTF. STOP SENDING ME ANIMAL NOISES. ITS FUCKING WEIRD.

isnt it creepy that our bodies make people

Pleakley : Help! I don't like the ocean! Ahh! Oh, look, a friendly
little dolphin. They helped sailors during the war... It's a shark! It's
a shark and it ain't friendly! Looks like a dolphin... Tricky fish!
Tricky fish! Octopus, will you please help me? An octo... the octopus is
worse than the shark! I hate this planet!

~Lilo And Stitch

Nani : You are so finished when I get in there! I'm gonna stuff you in
the blender, push "puree," then bake you into a pie and feed it to the
social worker! And when he says, "Mmmm, this is great, what's your
secret?" I'm gonna say...
[ Mr. Bubbles hooks his foot around hers and pulls her away from the
dog-door ]
Nani : ...Love... and... nurturing...

~Lilo and Stitch

: Thus far, you have been adrift in the sheltered harbor of my
patience.
~Cobra Bubbles, lilo and stitch

Ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind. Or forgotten.
~Lilo and Stitch

(651): So baked. Thought the twigs on the sidewalk were caterpillars
with the ability to harden in self defense. Had to pick one up to be
sure.

Read this on twitter

God, grant me the senility to forget the people I never liked anyway

Serenity is not freedom from the storm, but peace amid the storm.~S A
Jefferson-Wright

"Forty years ago today Lance Armstrong and Buzz Lightyear landed on the
moon." -Joshua Jackson

"Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened."

Listen, I don't know what happens next. I'm just going to keep loving
you and I'm going to keep hoping you let me into your life. I will make
mistakes, of course, but I'll always be there for you.
~Sarah Hardwicke, In the Land of Women

No rules, no fear
~Jane Austen Bookclub

"He looks at me like he's the spoon, and I'm this dish of ice cream."
~Prudie Drummond, the jane austen bookclub

Isn't physical attraction one of the ungovernable forces? You know, like
gravity--that's what we like about it. Downhill, release the brakes,
loosen the grip and then-- whoosh!
~Grigg Harris, the jane austen bookclub

"What's the point of being able to talk if you have to keep secrets?"
~Donkey, shrek

Use your imagination not to scare yourself to death, but to inspire you
to live.
~Shannon Leto

You are the only one with the potential to fix the hurt I have suffered
in the past, but instead you choose to contribute to it...
~J. Capellen

" You have broken me all the way down. You'll be the last you'll see."
~ Miley Cyrus

''Once you stop thinking there's someone out there for you, it's
over''-keith

Don't fight a battle if you don't gain anything by winning~Rommel

"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better 2 leave them broken
than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."~Unknown

In your soul are infinitely precious things that cannot be taken from
you. -Oscar Wilde

I wish I could erase my existence. I want to be swallowed up, disappear
into darkness. I need it to end.
~depressed and distracted

Jasper quotes

I can feel what you're feeling now — and you are worth it.
Jasper Hale , Twilight , Chapter 19, p.404

You're worrying about all the wrong things, Bella. Trust me on this
— none of us are in jeopardy. You are under too much strain as it is;
don't add to it with wholly unnecessary worries. Listen to me! Our
family is strong. Our only fear is losing you.
Jasper Hale , Twilight , Chapter 20, p.410

Do not mix paradise with long legs ~ watts, some kind of wonderful

"I just have one thing to say to you, I'm not that girl."
"What girl?"
"The girl that's turned on by this bad boy crap. I'm not skiping home to
scribble in my journal that maybe you're a vampire."
~10 things I hate about you, Kat

maybe...no one really knows if the one they r after is the one they
belong to....it makes me mad having to play the game
~Jackie Herendeen

Whose bright idea was it anyway to hurt themselves to ease inner pain?
It was seriously ironic, stupid, yet brilliant. Ironic because it's
fighting pain with more pain. Stupid because it messes with your brain
and your life. Brilliant because for some weird reason it actually dose
make you feel better because of all the adrenalin and stuff.
~Nadia

What is more difficult for you; looking into someone's eyes when you
are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someone's eyes when
they are telling you how they feel?
~Nadia

(401): i wish i could "like" people's thoughts in real life like i can
on facebook
(1-401): you can....by speaking....

Word

(619): If I could pick any std, I would pick genital herpes. Seriously.
Have you seen the commercials? The lady is riding a fucking bike,
swimming, and on a date. I have a perfectly fine vag and all I do is go
to the library.

It is a curious sensation: the sort of pain that goes mercifully beyond
our powers of feeling. When your heart is broken, your boats are burned:
nothing matters any more. It is the end of happiness and the beginning
of peace. And there will always be a moment when you walk past your
dusty journal, tarnished picture frame, and worn out shoes that you
realize what you really lost, and how much more there is to gain. 
~

"Respect Women, I mean since we all came from women, got our name from
women, & our game from women. I wonder why we take from women, why we
rape our women, do we hate our women? I think its time we killed for our
women, be real to our women, try to heal our women, cuz if we dont we'll
have a race of babies that will hate the ladies, who make the babies."
again...

Its better to swallow pride than blood
~Some Kind of Wonderful, Watts

People are not Snow flakes

life is too short - and death is too long

People say the Lord works in mysterious ways. As if that makes all the
crummy things in life any sweeter. Death is equally mysterious, but
there's no sugar-coating that turd.

: If I had to choose between being a heart or a brain I'd definitely
choose a heart because at least you'd do something. If you're a brain,
at the end of the day all you're really at is settling for shitty
situations.
~George, Dead Like Me

Death is kind of like sex in high school. If you knew how many times you
missed having it, you'd be paralyzed.
~George, Dead Like Me

We lead our lives, and when they end, sometimes we leave a little of
ourselves behind. Sometimes we leave money, a painting, sometimes we
leave a kind word. And sometimes, we leave an empty space.
~George, Dead Like me

remember that time I tried to sleep your memory away... I think I need
to coma it away.
~Randi

Most of the shadows of this life are caused by our standing in our own
sunshine. - Emerson

I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for.
~practical magic, sally

Gillian Owens : You ever put your arms out and spin really, really
fast?
Antonia Owens : She does it all the time.
Gillian Owens : She does? Well, that's what love is like. It makes your
heart race. It turns the world upside down. But if you're not careful,
if you don't keep your eyes on something still, you can lose your
balance. You can't see what's happening to the people around you. You
can't see that you're about to fall.

~practical magic

Sally Owens : Can love really travel back in time and heal a broken
heart? Was it our joined hands that finally lifted Maria's curse? I'd
like to think so. But there are some things I know for certain: always
throw spilt salt over your left shoulder, keep rosemary by your garden
gate, plant lavender for luck, and fall in love whenever you can.
~practical Magic

Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at
times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you
could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around
it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of
not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the
wind is warm or the crickets sing... I dream of a love that even time
will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want
to be seen. I don't know. Maybe I had my happiness. I don't want to
believe it but, there is no man, Gilly. Only that moon.

~Sally Owens : [ Sally's letter to Gillian ] Practical Magic

TFLN (972): they say celebs die in threes. leave it to billy mays to
throw in one extra COMPLETELY FREE!

sometimes I'm afraid that my EC (Eternal Companion) died in the war in heaven...

"I'd like to stay a secret, like walking in the dark. If no one knows you, no one cares, no one breaks your heart." --Anonymous.

You can't be brave if you are never scared

Losing love is like a window in your heart, everyone can see when you're torn apart.
~Kelsey Holmes, facebook

So, blood is fire pulsing through our veins.. We're either writers or
fools behind the reigns...
~@ddlovato, twitter

What's my secret?

I date him because you won't even consider going out with me, and he
knows it.

(502): The best thing happened. Some guy was butchering Conway Twitty at
karoke and the power went off in the whole bar. And someone shouted "you
pissed jesus off when you messed with conway!"
~tfln

"Do not wish to be anything but what you are, and try to be that
perfectly."
-St. Francis de Sales

I Still Dream You are the beauty, I am the ghost... 
~I still dream, facebook

When you feel beautiful on the inside, it shows on the outside.

Strength is the capacity to break a chocolate bar into four pieces with
your bare hands - and then eat just one of the pieces.
~Judith Viorst

"Put your hand on a stove for a minute and it seems like an hour. Sit
with that special girl for an hour and it seems like a minute. That's
relativity". -Albert Einstein

I want out, but I don't know the way.
I want love, but I don't know where to look.
I want peace, but that may never come.
I want happiness, but I don't see that in my future.
I want too much, but it's better than wanting nothing

~Camille's page

Sometimes we build walls, not to shut people out but to see who cares
enough to break them down.

i believe that everything happens for a reason, people change so you can
learn to let go, things go wrong so you can learn to appreciate them
when they're right, you believe lies so you can learn to trust no one
put yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can
fall together... -Marilyn Monroe

He said this to me and made my day

No, now I'm going to. Whenever I see those beautiful eyes I feel there
is some hope for all that chaos in the world. Like one moment with a
beauty like you can make all ugliness in the world go away. Even if I'm
just looking at a picture...
~Chris B, 09

Sometimes rejection is gods protection

Dieing is easy, living is hard

Much as worthy friends add to the happiness and value of life. We must
in the main depend upon ourselves. And every one in his own best friend
or worst enemy
~Lord Evebury

If you are truly having a bad day...and someone says,"Have a nice day," to you...Simply respond, "Thanks, I've made other plans."~? ?
~Amber Avery

Tfln

(917): I've been thinking about all the girls in my life in terms of
applying to college.
(518): Huh?
(917): I guess what im trying to say is that your my safety school.

(678): My eyes are so dilated i literally have night vision right now.

(804): i just wish he would text me so i could ignore his text and show
him how little i care anymore

Razors and knives, horrible things,
Explanations, slip my mind,
Press and drag, for comforting stings,
Soon, addictions what you find.
No longer can you wait a day, an hours too long,
Despite what you hear them say,
You still don't think its wrong.
You like the sting, it makes you smile,
While the blood dripping down makes you snicker,
Finally, something worth your while,
As the lines grow thicker and thicker...

~Nicole

A successful suicide demands good organization and a cool head, both of
which are usually incompatible with the suicidal state of mind.
~Girl, Interrupted, Susanna Keysen

I held the blade in trembling hands prepared to make it but just then
the phone rang I never had the nerve to make the final cut.
~the Final Cut, Pink Floyd

Tell me that you don't take that blade and drag it across your skin, and
pray for the courage to press down.
~Girl, Interrupted (movie)

Self mutilation is a very different issue to suicide. It is a controlled
pain personal to you, allowing you to live/exist to some degree
~ Richey James Edwards

"Aah... don't even think about getting inside
Voices in me head.. Ooh, voices
I got scratches, all over my arms
One for each day, since I fell apart.
~ Footsteps, Pearl Jam

If they tell you that she died of sleeping pills you must know that she
died of a wasting grief, of a slow bleeding at the soul.
~ Clifford Odets

I can't stop thinking about cutting myself up. Visual bruises can be
covered with make up. But down to the core, its all bruises.
~ Bruises, Majanda Delfino

So cut my wrists and black my eyes
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight or die.
~ Ohio is for lovers, Hawthorne Heights

Somebody get me out of here
I'm tearing at myself
Nobody gives a damn about me
Or anything else.
~Medication, Garbage

I brought down the sky for you and all you did was shrug...
~K. Crook's facebook

you breathe me in so well, In your room under the cover of this night, we were safe here.
~J. Barrus facebook

Ash : Snap, im on texts from last night. My fav.....''i just walked into
a room at this party and someone yelled 'dibs!'' lol awesome. I love
this stuff

Steve: You're a hot woman! I would think all of them would be worth
posting :)

"Everything worthwhile leaves bruises."

jdashley2: No matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step
back when the pool of their blood edges up too close

Sam to brandon:
I work in 6 hours, I got 2 hours of sleep last night and that's probly
what's gonna happen again tonight. I think about life, my friends and
their crapy lives, my crapy life, about death, hobbies, time,
relationships, faith, patience, the way I see things, the way people see
me, family. I can just be sitting not thinking of anything, and begin to
panic

Sam to steven payson:
My heart has so many empty spaces I can't bring myself to empty it even
more. The more I'm around those people, the more I remember why I love
having them in my life, no matter how much pain they cause me.

KC_Lutz315: I breathe what you breathe, but I know once my eyes shut the
times will come and ill start missing you that second

Steven: I know. Hence me feeling like a hypocrite. But my scars are on
the inside. You're too beautiful to show them on the outside. You need a
new vice.

Its a pie shop not church. Lets go!
~spencer, iCarly

One day the pain will be worth it. - mia tyler

RandiLee55: the heart has no bones so it won't break, but the purpose
of loving is the pounding it takes

jdashley2: ''All youve ever wanted was someone to truly look up to you,
and six feet under ground...now i do'' Linkin Park - the little things
give ...

ddlovato: Take the pain out of love and the love won't exist.

Klutz315: Risk anything and everything just to prove its meant to be.
show you what its all about. ill conquer it one day! brave enough?not
just yet

"My mom is gonna munch the world up" brandon tembledor

(913): I'm pretty sure I left my reasoning skills at home last night,
and just brought anger and rage with me.

(724): He was dressed in cheap leather and smelled like death.

that thing in your chest isnt beating. its counting down.
- pete wentz

jdashley2: ''I dont measure medicine anymore, im an adult, i can abuse
medicine doses all i want'' -me june 06

Never under estimate the power of "love" once the feeling is there it
won't escape even as much as you want it too
-Kellan Lutz

jdashley2: Life sucks MOST of the time

TomFelton No, the basement is where we store our dead bodies and copies
of Reader's Digest. (via @pantslesswrock)ohhh!my bad

Emotions can get the best of you,once you think about things, but not
over think them
-Kellan Lutz

A tree never hits an automobile except in self defense.  ~American
Proverb

Trees are much like human beings and enjoy each other's company.  Only a
few love to be alone. 
~Jens Jensen, Siftings , 1939

Look at the trees, look at the birds, look at the clouds, look at the
stars... and if you have eyes you will be able to see that the whole
existence is joyful.  Everything is simply happy.  Trees are happy for
no reason; they are not going to become prime ministers or presidents
and they are not going to become rich and they will never have any bank
balance.  Look at the flowers - for no reason.  It is simply
unbelievable how happy flowers are. 
~Osho

She can make up her face but she can never make up her mind

Our Edward,
Who art in Forks,
Hallowed be thy sparkles.
Thy Volvo comes, thy will be fast,
On Earth as it is in the meadow.
Give you this day, our daily blood;
Forgive us our heartbeats,
As we worship Carlisle for giving you life.
Lead us into temptation,
Deliver us to you.
For thine is the vampire,
The music and the hotness,
For ever and ever,
A-Edward.

~Soph-rainforest, from A Wonderment of impure thoughts: wanting to do it again

Everett seems to need batman tonight but he's nowhere in sight.
~Ashley M

Suburbia is where the developer bulldozes out the trees, then names the
streets after them. 
~Bill Vaughn

The tree which moves some to tears of joy is in the eyes of others only
a green thing that stands in the way. Some see Nature all ridicule and
deformity, and some scarce see Nature at all. But to the eyes of the man
of imagination, Nature is Imagination itself.
~  William Blake, 1799, The Letters  

RandiLee55: Immortality is a chancy thing; it can't be promised or
earned.

Dreams are the doorway to living out thing that might never happen in
real life. They are the canvas for the imagination
~me, samantha

Sam to steve
For me, your kinda a different kind of like. Your the guy I can talk to
about things. I talk to u about thing I never even think of telling
things to Chris because you actually seem to care. You aren't the guy
who is always hurting me in different ways. You understand how sensitive
I am, I love that!

I never saw a discontented tree.  They grip the ground as though they
liked it, and though fast rooted they travel about as far as we do. 
They go wandering forth in all directions with every wind, going and
coming like ourselves, traveling with us around the sun two million
miles a day, and through space heaven knows how fast and far! 
~John Muir

Do not be afraid to go out on a limb ... That's where the fruit is.
-   Anonymous

mileycyrus @ ddlovato "If u want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If u need
to be happy, I'll be your smile. Anytime u need a friend, I'll just be
me."

Only love lets us see normal things in an extraordinary way.

Love is the only medicine for a broken heart.

Jason is one of those people who is like a slinky, you always smile when
you think about watching him fall down the stairs.
- drop dead gorgeous

"Its against the law to hate princeses." - Laynie, my almost epic
summer

Hearts are not to be had as a gift, hearts are to be earned. ~W.B.
Yeats

What's that? A hat. Crazy funky junky hat
Overslept, hair's sightly
Tryin' to look like Kiera Knightly
We've been there we've done that
we see right through your funky hat
~ wizards of wavery place

Quote of the day: Without Music,love to me wouldn't exist,nor nothing to
smile about as if you have captured my heart -k lutz

(619): I'm like a rollypolly, I only open my legs up when I feel safe.

"You be careful, people in masks cannot be trusted"
- fezic, the princess bride

mileycyrus @ ddlovato I will always be here 4 u. I will come 2 u with
ears ready to listen, eyes ready 2 cry, lips ready 2 smile, & a <3 ready
2 listen. about 1 hour ago

We say we love flowers, yet we pluck them.  We say we love trees, yet we
cut them down.  And people still wonder why some are afraid when told
they are loved. 
~Author Unknown

There is always Music amongst the trees in the Garden, but our hearts
must be very quiet to hear it.
  ~Minnie Aumonier

She's sweet... in a crazy chuck e cheese animatronic creature kind of
way.
~Andy, Reaper

Life's twists and turns are never as straight forward as we'd like. We
are forced to navigate the way using the compass that is our hearts,
beliefs, and morals. If you listen to your compass, you will always be
on the right path. 

~Steve Palek

Don't forget that there are other people who will feel that they have
lost everything if they lose you
~the power of love, elisabeth chandler

Laugh your heart out Dance in the rain Cherish the moment Ignore the
pain Live, laugh, love Forgive & forget Life's too short to be Living
with regrets.

She stood out like a red rose in a field of white lilies
~ me

I knew how I felt, but I couldn't come up with a good enough reason why I should feel that way. I believed happiness was something you had to earn through a suitable measure of suffering, the way the characters in my favorite books struggled with blindness, polio, Nazis, shipwreck, blizzards - unspeakable adversities through which, damaged but undefeated, they endured. And what had I suffered? Not one damn thing.
~Skin Game: a Memoir, Caroline Kettlewell pg11

To draw something is to try and capture it forever.
~City of Ashes pg441


Scotch with Splenda! Tastes like Splenda, gets you drunk like scotch.
~Michael, the office


"Because you weren't in love with him. That's an iffy proposition, and I think he's handling it with grace. A lot of teenage boys would sulk, or lurk around your window with a boom box."
"No one has a boom box anymore. that was the eighties."
~City of Glass pg11


I went to therapy because I wanted to see if i could learn to inhabit my one life, and not just watch it from the wings like a stage manager.
~Skin Game: a memoir, Caroline kettlewell pg164

The Institute had gone dark and silent, like a mechanical doll whose clockwork heart had run down.
~City of Glass, Melissa Claire pg24


If you cant tell the truth to people you care about the most, eventually you stop being able to tell the truth to yourself.
~City of Ashes

Ivy sat still with her head down. At one time she would have prayed to her angels for strength, but she couldn't anymore. She held herself still, wrapping her arms around herself. She shut down all thoughts, all feelings; She blocked out all the angry words that whirled around her. Numb, she would stay numb; if only she could stay numb forever.
~Kissed By an Angel pg223


If i feel the urge to burst into flames, I'll let you know.
~Simon, City of Glass pg15


I have a fetish for Damsels in distress.
~Sebastian, City of Glass pg135

Once again, I wanted to kill something in myself, wanted to bleed it out until I was left with the bare, clean baseline, the absolute zero from which point i could rebuild a better version of myself.


Could my history be read on my face?
~Skin Game pg123


I still cant quite convince myself that anyone has ever loved me enough to be sorry when I was gone.


What happened next was that a perfect, straight line of blood bloomed from under the edge of the blade. The line grew into a long, fat bubble, a lush crimson bubble that got bigger and bigger. I watched from above, waiting to see how big it would get before it burst. When it did, i felt awesome. Satisfied, finally. then exhausted.
~Cut, Patricia McCormick pg3


Your black leather chair groans like a living thing. Like a cow it used to be before somebody killed it and turned it into a chair in a shrinks office in a loony bin.
~Cut, Patricia McCormick pg1


I wanted to cut for the cut itself, for the delicate severing of capillaries, the transgression of veins. I needed to cut the way your lungs scream for air when you swim the length of the pool underwater in one breath.
~Skin Game: a memoir, Caroline Kettlewell pg13


The idea and urge to cut seemed to arise from my very skin itself.
~Skin Game pg58


I cut for dread of the future
~Skin Game pg65

I wasn't after happiness anymore. I just wanted to survive.
~Bloodletting, Victoria Leatham pg1


Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think.
~La Bruyere


Sober, I didn't trust men at all, they were partially to blame for this.
~Bloodletting pg29


Don't sit on your dreams. Think big and act big. You can be an eagle in this world, or you can be a cow.
...As someone shoved a fouled-up program over my desk for the thousandth time, I had an almost uncontrollable urge to moo.
~Sam, Jack Weyland pg114


When angry, count to four; when very angry, swear.
~Samuel L. Clemmings (Mark Twain)


Glory belongs to God alone.
~City of Glass, pg493


"Weakness and corruption isn't in the world" Clary snapped. "It's in people. And it always will be. The world just needs good people to balance it out. And you're planning to kill them all."
~City of Glass pg474


Then come to realize that you're making mountains out of molehills. Realize how pretty you've become. Sure, it may feel like you cant get a grip in this town. it may seem that every time someone offers you a hand up, they just let go and you slip further down. But you must stop being so pessimistic, Hannah, and learn to trust those around you. So I do, one more time.
~Thirteen Reasons Why pg145


Here's a tip. If you touch a girl, even as a joke, and she pushed you off, leave.. her... alone. Don't touch her.


She walked the same halls he did, but it was as if she traveled in another world.
~Kissed By an Angel, Elisabeth Chandler pg21


He told you that being around you was like bleeding to death slowly.
~City of Glass pg303


Then I decided that it was time to get out the razor. Cutting was the only thing that would make me feel better; there was no other way I could handle being with myself anymore.
~Bloodletting pg32


I kept cutting, because it worked. When i cut, i felt better for a while. When i cut, my life no longer overwhelmed me.
~Skin Game pg176

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everything's perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me.


You go on in life because another day rolls around and expects things of you.
~Skin Game: a memoir, Caroline Kettlewell pg22


Why? that's the question you always come back to, the tough one. Why cut? Why of all things, take a razor blade to my skin?
~Skin Game: A memoir pg58


You have to act crazy in crazy ways, after all, to look crazy.
~Skin Game pg70


It is desire that makes us suffer.
~Buddhist Saying


I needed cutting now the way a diabetic needs insulin


The size of the cut mattered less than the volume of blood.


I'd discovered a way to control my feelings.
~Bloodletting pg7

If you don't expect anything, you don't get disappointed.
~Cut, Patricia McCormick pg8

It was like my whole body was just this one spot on my arm that was begging to be scratched, carved, cut - anything, anything - for relief.
~Cut, Patricia McCormick pg18

A safety pin and hairspray. Rubbing alcohol's good, too. But Hair spray's the best. it makes your scars puff up.
~Cut, Patricia McCormick pg 122

The joke is about a family riding along in a brand new convertible. the car hits a bump, and one of the kids, a girl names Ruth, falls out. But the family keeps on driving. Ruthlessly. "Get it?" he would say, grinning. "Ruthlessly?"
~Cut, Patricia McCormick pg42

How much of the way we end up seeing ourselves is shaped by our own interpretations?"
~Skin Game pg23

Sleeping was better than giving in to the urge to hurt myself, no matter how much I believed I deserved it.
~Bloodletting pg77

I have a high pain threshold. In fact, its less of a threshold and more of a large and tastefully decorated foyer.
~Jace, City of Bones, Melissa Claire pg 296

Love takes your choices away.

Long is the way and hard, that out of Hell leads up to light.
~John Milton, Paradise Lost.

I only count the hours that shine.

If you really love something, you never try to keep it the way it is forever. you have to let it be free to change.
~City of Ashes, Melissa Claire pg441

I never realized this before, but Ice is the best-tasting thing in the entire world. I could eat ice for breakfast, lunch, dinner and dessert. i wish i could live on ice.
~the Burn Journals pg32

She was standing a little ways away, wearing brown leather pants and a tight black t-shirt that said "Whatever doesn't kill me.. Had better start running."
~City of Glass

"I may not want to get rid of my scars" i say finally.
you nod.
"They tell a story." I say.
"Yes," you say, "they do."
~Cut, Patricia McCormick pg125

And if our final day has come, lets pretend to t carry on. And if the end has now begun, live one, live one.
~Final Day, Tokio Hotel

You cant call a piece of fruit an apple when you want to eat it and a dandelion when you don't want to eat it. its the same sort of fruit no matter what your intentions towards it.
~Girl Interrupted, Susanna Kaysen pg142

Somewhere out there you lost yourself in your pain. you dream of the end to start all over again.
~Don't Jump, Tokio Hotel

Her first time on the edge, the scars will stay forever. Side to side with death, a moment that feels better. Darkness and light are blinding her sight. Shes not coming back.
~On The Edge, Tokio Hotel

No one knows how you feel, no one there you'd like to see. the day was dark and full of pain, you write help with your own blood cause hope is all you've got. you open your eyes but nothings changed.
~By Your Side, Tokio Hotel

There are all kinds of things in the world you could use to hurt yourself. All kinds of things you could turn into weapons. Even if you wanted to give them all to me, it wouldn't be possible. you know that, don't you?
~Cut, Patricia McCormick pg126

Whats wrong with letting people know what you're doing, or how you're feeling.
~Cut, Patricia McCormick pg83

What I was feeling, anyway - it wasn't nearly interesting enough to be true and tragic unhappiness. It felt neither romantic nor dramatic nor poetic, but rather grinding and unpleasant, like a sore throat.
~Skin Game: a memoir, Caroline Kettlewell pg12

"What are you scared of?"
"Being open. Being hurt. Liking. Not being liked. Seeing the flicker on. Seeing the flicker off. Leaping. Falling. Crushing."
~Nick and Norah's Infinate Playlist

I never got him anything. I thought that if i did it would mean I liked him more than I thought I did, but in truth, just spending so much thought on him should have told me.
~Swollen, Melissa Lion

The next time you work on your trees, don't think about trees. think about love, or hate, or joy, or rage - whatever makes you feel something, makes your palms sweat or your toes curl. Focus on that feeling. When people don't express themselves, they die one piece at a time.
~Laurie Halse Anderson, Speak pg122

I am empty. Or, no... I am full of pain. Its my life that's empty.
~Nick, Nick and Norah's Infinate Playlist

The Bathroom smelled of disinfectant and body functions

Draw the bright chrome of the blade along the slender rope of vein wrapping sinuous around your left wrist, and everything parts obediently beneith your commands, like the Red Sea before Moses

Is nothing more fascinating than our own blood? The scarlet beauty of it the pulsing immediacy. the way it courses through its endless circuit of comings and goings, slipping and rushing and seeping down to the cells of us, the intimate insider that knows all thew news, that's been down to the mail room and up to the boardroom.
~Skin Game: a memoir, Caroline Kettlewell pg 3&4

Delia's arms were inscribed with a grid of self-inflicted wounds, on intricate text of self loathing.
~Brightness Falls, Jay McInerney

Tomorrow is a new day. You shall begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.
~Ralph Waldo Emerson

When I am Queen I will insist with perfect scars upon my wrists that everything you once held dear is taken away from you.
~When I am Queen, Jack off Jill

I see your scars I know where they're from. so sensually carved and bleeding until your dead and gone.
~Beyond Redemption, HIM

Skin has a good memory. Skin is like the ground we walk every day; youcan read a whole history in it if you know how to look
~Skin Games: a memoir, Caroline Kettlewell

I find myself bleeding invisibly across the stage.
~Nick, Nick and Norah's Infinate Playlist

Art is about making mistakes and learning from them.
~Laurie Halse Anderson, Speak pg122

Happiness is finding someone you like at your front door.

Art without emotion is like Chocolate cake without sugar, it makes you gag.
~Laurie Halse Anderson, Speak pg122

Imagination is the eye of the soul. ~Joubert

I may not be in control of anything else, but I am in control of my body.
~The Carpenters: the Untold Story, Karen Carpenter

If bigger scars make better stories then you should see the scars on me
~ Bigger Scars Make Better Stories, Search the City

The more you love, the more you hurt. What's worse, you hurt for him as well as for yourself. ~Kissed by an Angel, Elisabeth Chandler

What's the point in crying when there was no one there to comfort you?
And what was worse, when you couldn't even comfort yourself?

Self-Injury is a sign of distress not madness. We should be
congratulated on having found a way of surviving.
~ Cory Anderson

Cold hearts don't bleed
~ Ashley Meek

We are all broken in one way or another.

You've got to have roots before you can have branches

When I die they can ID my body by my scars

I see my scars as beautiful, not as a punishment of what I did
~ me

These bandages cover more than scrapes, cuts and bruises from regrets
and mistakes.
~ Bandages, HotHotHeat

I thought I lost you when you ran away to try and find me
~ I thought I lost you, Miley Cyrus
Samantha--

the water flowed past his muscular body; it lifted him up as he moved
swiftly and powerfully through it. When he swam the butterfly, his arms
pulling up out of the water like wings, he was visual music-strong,
rhythmic, graceful.
~Kissed by an Angel, Elisabeth Chandler pg93

Cutting

Why cant you get it
its just what I do.
I don't want to talk about it,
its mainly because of you!
You make me hate myself
the way you point out all my flaws
and blame me for things.
its no wonder i dont do it more
i just wish they were easier to cover
so you would leave me alone.

Disney gave me unrealistic expectations about love.

To draw you must close your eyes and sing. ~Picasso

Never regret anything in life because at one time it was exactly what you wanted.

I have the heart of a child, its in a jar on my shelf.

All those scars on her arm. Dont worry, she says they're little notes to remind her how many times you broke her heart.

I'm a cutter. Shhh... don't tell, its socially unacceptable that i express pain.

Scars are stories written on the body

I hurt myself so you cant

The marks on her arms will dry... but they will haunt for eternity.

My Scars are my favorite tattoos

Sick of crying, tired of lying. yeah im smiling but inside im dying.

Note to Self: it is illegal to stab people for being stupid

Girls who have a strong belief system are beautiful in a great way. ~Kevin Jonas

Her favorite song will say more about her than her mouth ever will.

Sometimes when i say "Oh I'm Fine" I want someone to look me in the eye and say "Tell the truth."

Life isnt about finding yourself, its about creating yourself

A friend would lend you an umbrella in the rain... but a true friend would take your and say Run Bitch Run!

Reality is for people who lack imagination

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass... its about learning to dance in the rain.

Love is the slowest form of suicide.

Life is not in the amount of breaths you take. its the moments that take your breath away.

Sometimes you just need to be with the one person who makes you smile even if it means waiting.

I’m sorry she has a heart condition… she doesn’t have one
~Grace, Will and Grace